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i may b cute, but im dumb af

by Eichlers

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1.
speak yr lines and ill scream mine back its just like that, its just like that speak yr lines and ill scream mine back its just like that, its just like that pulled up to yr house & now im tongue-tied when i found out what u did i swear my heart died line by line, time after time i lost another friend & i dont feel fine speak yr lines & ill scream mine back its just like that sharpen yr knives for another attack & wonder why it hurt so bad youll ask me what im thinking abt i think ill leave tonite ill reenact the scenario but i still wont get it right speak yr lines and ill scream mine back its just like that, its just like that speak yr mind and ill scream mine back its just like that, its just like thaaaaaat
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wow. rude. 01:46
o shit! not this again fucked up while u get a lil pissed again red wine on my lips again press pause on the pain like i cant feel a thing said u cant understand a single thing im saying & yr mad at me but i wanna leave & im tired of waiting just tune me out, ill come around just tune me out, ill come around just tune me out, ill come around just tune me out, ill come around i know im not, u swear im not but i feel like an afterthought so we put the kettle on the burner til the gossip's hot & swap sips in the parking lot tell me im interesting id do anything to believe ive got something going for me or tell me im boring i know that already can we leave this party? im not having fun :/ just tune me out, ill come around just tune me out, ill come around just tune me out, ill come around just tune me out, ill come around :)
3.
if i got it tattooed on my neck would u love me forever? been feeling out of it for months my emotions and the weather dark clouds gather around blacking out in this town stressed myself too thin not enough to go around when i come home i talk slow im stressed out it might snow the phone calls as u drive home i dont answer again so i guess ill go it alone i will never make u happy i will never make u happy i will never make u happy i will never make u happy :( i cant sleep im such a wreck i cant leave my bed & i cant get dressed if i got it tattooed on my neck would u love me forever? been feeling out of it for months my emotions and the weather dark clouds gather around blacking out in this town stressed myself too thin not enough to go around if i got it tattooed on my neck would u love me forever?
4.
the bruise 01:39
(o-o-over me ;) o-o-over meeeeeee :D ahhhhhhhhh :o woo yeh :) ) lava lamps lose buoyancy dont say that yr not sick of me cuz im o-o-over me im o-o-over me lava lamps lose buoyancy dont say that yr not sick of me cuz im o-o-over me im o-o-over me lying to myself cuz tmrw will just b a difft hell yeh i know that i should ask for help it sucks to 2nd guess yrself black clothes fade to blue blackened bloodied youth if yr the muse baby im the bruise (sigh) lava lamps lose buoyancy dont say that yr not sick of me cuz im o-o-over me im o-o-over me lava lamps lose buoyancy dont say that yr not sick of me cuz im o-o-over me im o-o-over me lava lamps lose buoyancy dont say that yr not sick of me cuz im o-o-over me im o-o-over me lava lamps lose buoyancy dont say that yr not sick of me cuz im o-o-over me im o-o-over meeeeeeeeee
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pretend 02:27
i cant take it back... can we pls pretend that were both 19 again? can we pls pretend that were still laying in yr bed? can we pls pretend that were both 19 again? can we pls pretend that were still laying in yr bed? i cant take it back i dont want it back & when u look me in my eyes idk how to act but when u say my name it just fades away i forget about the fear & the guilt & the shame so ill stay at least for the time being until another crisis pries open my eyelids & i spot myself standing on the sidelines washing yr white flag in a puddle of red wine can we pls pretend that were both 19 again? can we pls pretend that were still laying in yr bed? can we pls pretend that were both 19 again? can we pls pretend that were still laying in yr bed?
6.
call it target practice take my heart & smash it </3 smear the blood across yr forehead two sweet lines on an empty canvas playing games to make a scene i cant ever say what i rlly mean playing games to make a scene i cant ever say what i rlly mean it goes on & on like yr favorite songs midsummer friday house show nights gone wrong spill a beer on the couch try to move in & out of yr friend groups but never figure out if u fit in playing games to make a scene i cant ever say what i rlly mean playing games to make a scene i cant ever say what i rlly mean playing games to make a scene i cant ever say what i rlly mean playing games to make a scene i cant ever say what i rlly mean
7.
okay for sure i can try to change but the guilt sets in when u say my name yeah dude thats fine ill just stay inside guess ill just fuck off by myself tonight okay for sure i can try to change but the guilt sets in when u say my name yeah dude thats fine ill just stay inside guess ill just fuck off by myself tonight okay for sure i can try to change but the guilt sets in when u say my name yeah dude thats fine ill just stay inside guess ill just fuck off by myself tonight okay for sure i can try to change but the guilt sets in when u say my name yeah dude thats fine ill just stay inside guess ill just fuck off by myself tonight yaaaaa >:)
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txt me tmrw 02:45
(ba ba ba dum ba da ba da ba baaa ba ba ba dum ba da baaaa ba ba ba dum ba da ba da ba baaa ba ba ba dum ba da baaaa) look @ me i never leave my apartment look @ me idk how to act my age cauterize minimize my involvement slap myself thru another day look @ me i never leave my apartment look @ me idk how to act my age cauterize minimize my involvement slap myself thru another day im a minor threat im a lil sheepish out of step i talk shit & sneak diss im insecure idk what for theres one direction i know im headed down down down call this my manifesto ill skip town & u wont notice im keeping secrets & idk why eggshells encase my insides txt me tmrw ill type back my lines dont worry its nothing im fine im keeping secrets & idk why eggshells encase my insides txt me tmrw ill type back my lines dont worry its nothing im fine im picking up what yr putting down yr better off when im not around u dont need this clown just wait & see shotgun a beer & go back to sleep i dont have the terminology but its my turn acknowledge me choosing words carefully a broken needle & a busted seam a broken mirror & a teenage dream of all the cool ppl that i wanted to b of all the cool places that im never gonna c cuz im stuck inside & i never leave look @ me im flailing bouncing bailing dipped in saline watch me drown look @ me im flailing bouncing bailing dipped in saline watch me drown im keeping secrets & idk why eggshells encase my insides txt me tmrw ill type back my lines dont worry its nothing im fine im keeping secrets & idk why eggshells encase my insides txt me tmrw ill type back my lines dont worry its nothing im fine
9.
in the car 02:14
sit still waiting in the car condensation windows capture conversation sorry no yr right im a piece of shit& i dont try "hours outside in the snow" plays softy on my phone do u think? or do u just speak? was that mean? r u even listening? rest yr head on the steering wheel eyes still fixed on mine i sigh & i turn my head to the right staring out the passenger side neon lines bounce thru the rain & i cant make out a word yr saying my eyes r red & my cheeks r flush yr made of stone & im out of touch highlight my dread like a killer crush cuz every day im russell & im not sure if thats good enough :( do u think? or do u just speak? was that mean? r u even listening?
10.
driving home 01:40
driving home i wanna crash my car until the 201 becomes my concrete coffin ice the roads just let it snow ill lose my grip ill lose my grip how come all my friends just wanna die? :( how come all my friends just wanna die? how come all my friends just wanna die? how come all my friends just wanna die? k n i v e s tell my why my lifes a mess i pick & choose what to do but i still cant get thru to u i f u c k e d up every chance u gave to me we settled down & evened out but i dont feel at home rn thread the needle to fix the seams i picked apart so recklessly yr living in the dining room i wanna die in the living room on the floor im a bawling mess knees pulled up to my chest
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i wish i didnt feel so sick i just wanna move past this break down downtown im home now crying in the corner just leave me alone now i wish i didnt feel so sick i just wanna move past this break down downtown im home now crying in the corner just leave me alone now head down hair falls across my face now im knee-deep in my phone my heart beats slow im avoiding all eye contact im in a seratonal collapse i wish i could talk to u whenever i wanted to i wish that u could just hear me out im not rlly sure where we stand rn :/ i wish i didnt feel so sick i just wanna move past this break down downtown im home now crying in the corner just leave me alone now i wish i didnt feel so sick i just wanna move past this break down downtown im home now crying in the corner just leave me alone now wish i could stop feeling sick now yeah if yr gonna end me make it quick now make it quick now yeah cuz im tired of waiting around & sitting thru long nights long days and words keep coming out wrong can i pls rephrase im going thru withdrawls feeling like a gunshot at point blank range i hope i make it out okay i wish i didnt feel so sick i just wanna move past this break down downtown im home now crying in the corner just leave me alone now i wish i didnt feel so sick i just wanna move past this break down downtown im home now crying in the corner just leave me alone now
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dark clouds 02:20
say goodnight turn & sigh were lost in time yr hand in mine i strike & light a match & u watch the candle burn one day ill learn & u wait yr turn say goodnight stand outside G street traffic just passes by i swear that i can barely see as these tears fill up my eyes failures fine when u barely try say goodnight turn & sigh were lost in time yr hand in mine i strike & light a match & u watch the candle burn one day ill learn & u wait yr turn say goodnight stand outside G street traffic just passes by i swear that i can barely see as these tears fill up my eyes failures fine when u barely tryyyyy

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released October 16, 2020

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