1. |
talk dumb, get the thumb
02:06
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speak yr lines and ill scream mine back
its just like that, its just like that
speak yr lines and ill scream mine back
its just like that, its just like that
pulled up to yr house & now im tongue-tied
when i found out what u did i swear my heart died
line by line, time after time
i lost another friend & i dont feel fine
speak yr lines & ill scream mine back
its just like that
sharpen yr knives for another attack
& wonder why it hurt so bad
youll ask me what im thinking abt
i think ill leave tonite
ill reenact the scenario
but i still wont get it right
speak yr lines and ill scream mine back
its just like that, its just like that
speak yr mind and ill scream mine back
its just like that, its just like thaaaaaat
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2. |
wow. rude.
01:46
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o shit! not this again
fucked up while u get a lil pissed again
red wine on my lips again
press pause on the pain like i cant feel a thing
said u cant understand
a single thing im saying
& yr mad at me but i wanna leave
& im tired of waiting
just tune me out, ill come around
just tune me out, ill come around
just tune me out, ill come around
just tune me out, ill come around
i know im not, u swear im not
but i feel like an afterthought
so we put the kettle on the burner til the gossip's hot
& swap sips in the parking lot
tell me im interesting
id do anything to believe ive got something going for me
or tell me im boring
i know that already
can we leave this party?
im not having fun :/
just tune me out, ill come around
just tune me out, ill come around
just tune me out, ill come around
just tune me out, ill come around :)
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3. |
love me forever
01:52
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if i got it tattooed on my neck
would u love me forever?
been feeling out of it for months
my emotions and the weather
dark clouds gather around
blacking out in this town
stressed myself too thin
not enough to go around
when i come home
i talk slow
im stressed out
it might snow
the phone calls
as u drive home
i dont answer
again so i guess ill go it alone
i will never make u happy
i will never make u happy
i will never make u happy
i will never make u happy :(
i cant sleep im such a wreck
i cant leave my bed & i cant get dressed
if i got it tattooed on my neck
would u love me forever?
been feeling out of it for months
my emotions and the weather
dark clouds gather around
blacking out in this town
stressed myself too thin
not enough to go around
if i got it tattooed on my neck
would u love me forever?
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4. |
the bruise
01:39
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(o-o-over me ;)
o-o-over meeeeeee :D
ahhhhhhhhh :o
woo
yeh :) )
lava lamps lose buoyancy
dont say that yr not sick of me
cuz im o-o-over me
im o-o-over me
lava lamps lose buoyancy
dont say that yr not sick of me
cuz im o-o-over me
im o-o-over me
lying to myself
cuz tmrw will just b a difft hell
yeh i know that i should ask for help
it sucks to 2nd guess yrself
black clothes fade to blue
blackened bloodied youth
if yr the muse
baby im the bruise
(sigh)
lava lamps lose buoyancy
dont say that yr not sick of me
cuz im o-o-over me
im o-o-over me
lava lamps lose buoyancy
dont say that yr not sick of me
cuz im o-o-over me
im o-o-over me
lava lamps lose buoyancy
dont say that yr not sick of me
cuz im o-o-over me
im o-o-over me
lava lamps lose buoyancy
dont say that yr not sick of me
cuz im o-o-over me
im o-o-over meeeeeeeeee
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5. |
pretend
02:27
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i cant take it back...
can we pls pretend
that were both 19 again?
can we pls pretend
that were still laying in yr bed?
can we pls pretend
that were both 19 again?
can we pls pretend
that were still laying in yr bed?
i cant take it back
i dont want it back
& when u look me in my eyes
idk how to act
but when u say my name
it just fades away
i forget about
the fear & the guilt & the shame
so ill stay
at least for the time being
until another crisis
pries open my eyelids
& i spot myself
standing on the sidelines
washing yr white flag
in a puddle of red wine
can we pls pretend
that were both 19 again?
can we pls pretend
that were still laying in yr bed?
can we pls pretend
that were both 19 again?
can we pls pretend
that were still laying in yr bed?
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6. |
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call it target practice
take my heart & smash it </3
smear the blood across yr forehead
two sweet lines on an empty canvas
playing games to make a scene
i cant ever say what i rlly mean
playing games to make a scene
i cant ever say what i rlly mean
it goes on & on
like yr favorite songs
midsummer friday house show
nights gone wrong
spill a beer on the couch
try to move in & out
of yr friend groups
but never figure out if u fit in
playing games to make a scene
i cant ever say what i rlly mean
playing games to make a scene
i cant ever say what i rlly mean
playing games to make a scene
i cant ever say what i rlly mean
playing games to make a scene
i cant ever say what i rlly mean
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7. |
okay, for sure
01:16
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okay for sure
i can try to change
but the guilt sets in
when u say my name
yeah dude thats fine
ill just stay inside
guess ill just fuck off
by myself tonight
okay for sure
i can try to change
but the guilt sets in
when u say my name
yeah dude thats fine
ill just stay inside
guess ill just fuck off
by myself tonight
okay for sure
i can try to change
but the guilt sets in
when u say my name
yeah dude thats fine
ill just stay inside
guess ill just fuck off
by myself tonight
okay for sure
i can try to change
but the guilt sets in
when u say my name
yeah dude thats fine
ill just stay inside
guess ill just fuck off
by myself tonight
yaaaaa >:)
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8. |
txt me tmrw
02:45
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(ba ba ba dum ba da
ba da ba baaa
ba ba ba dum ba da baaaa
ba ba ba dum ba da
ba da ba baaa
ba ba ba dum ba da baaaa)
look @ me i never leave my apartment
look @ me idk how to act my age
cauterize minimize my involvement
slap myself thru another day
look @ me i never leave my apartment
look @ me idk how to act my age
cauterize minimize my involvement
slap myself thru another day
im a minor threat im a lil sheepish
out of step i talk shit & sneak diss
im insecure idk what for
theres one direction i know im headed
down down down
call this my manifesto
ill skip town & u wont notice
im keeping secrets & idk why
eggshells encase my insides
txt me tmrw ill type back my lines
dont worry its nothing im fine
im keeping secrets & idk why
eggshells encase my insides
txt me tmrw ill type back my lines
dont worry its nothing im fine
im picking up what yr putting down
yr better off when im not around
u dont need this clown just wait & see
shotgun a beer & go back to sleep
i dont have the terminology
but its my turn acknowledge me
choosing words carefully
a broken needle & a busted seam
a broken mirror & a teenage dream
of all the cool ppl that i wanted to b
of all the cool places that im never gonna c
cuz im stuck inside & i never leave
look @ me im flailing
bouncing bailing
dipped in saline
watch me drown
look @ me im flailing
bouncing bailing
dipped in saline
watch me drown
im keeping secrets & idk why
eggshells encase my insides
txt me tmrw ill type back my lines
dont worry its nothing im fine
im keeping secrets & idk why
eggshells encase my insides
txt me tmrw ill type back my lines
dont worry its nothing im fine
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9. |
in the car
02:14
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sit still waiting in the car
condensation windows capture conversation
sorry no yr right
im a piece of shit& i dont try
"hours outside in the snow"
plays softy on my phone
do u think?
or do u just speak?
was that mean?
r u even listening?
rest yr head on the steering wheel
eyes still fixed on mine
i sigh & i turn my head to the right
staring out the passenger side
neon lines bounce thru the rain &
i cant make out a word yr saying
my eyes r red & my cheeks r flush
yr made of stone & im out of touch
highlight my dread like a killer crush
cuz every day im russell & im not sure if thats good enough :(
do u think?
or do u just speak?
was that mean?
r u even listening?
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10. |
driving home
01:40
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driving home i wanna crash my car
until the 201 becomes my concrete coffin
ice the roads just let it snow
ill lose my grip
ill lose my grip
how come all my friends just wanna die? :(
how come all my friends just wanna die?
how come all my friends just wanna die?
how come all my friends just wanna die?
k n i v e s
tell my why my lifes a mess
i pick & choose what to do
but i still cant get thru to u
i f u c k e d
up every chance u gave to me
we settled down & evened out
but i dont feel at home rn
thread the needle to fix the seams
i picked apart so recklessly
yr living in the dining room
i wanna die in the living room
on the floor im a bawling mess
knees pulled up to my chest
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11. |
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i wish i didnt feel so sick
i just wanna move past this
break down downtown im home now
crying in the corner just leave me alone now
i wish i didnt feel so sick
i just wanna move past this
break down downtown im home now
crying in the corner just leave me alone now
head down hair falls across my face now
im knee-deep in my phone my heart beats slow
im avoiding all eye contact
im in a seratonal collapse
i wish i could talk to u
whenever i wanted to
i wish that u could just hear me out
im not rlly sure where we stand rn :/
i wish i didnt feel so sick
i just wanna move past this
break down downtown im home now
crying in the corner just leave me alone now
i wish i didnt feel so sick
i just wanna move past this
break down downtown im home now
crying in the corner just leave me alone now
wish i could stop feeling sick now yeah
if yr gonna end me make it quick now
make it quick now yeah
cuz im tired of waiting around & sitting thru
long nights long days
and words keep coming out wrong can i pls rephrase
im going thru withdrawls feeling like a gunshot
at point blank range i hope i make it out okay
i wish i didnt feel so sick
i just wanna move past this
break down downtown im home now
crying in the corner just leave me alone now
i wish i didnt feel so sick
i just wanna move past this
break down downtown im home now
crying in the corner just leave me alone now
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12. |
dark clouds
02:20
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say goodnight turn & sigh
were lost in time yr hand in mine
i strike & light a match & u watch the candle burn
one day ill learn & u wait yr turn
say goodnight stand outside
G street traffic just passes by
i swear that i can barely see as these tears fill up my eyes
failures fine when u barely try
say goodnight turn & sigh
were lost in time yr hand in mine
i strike & light a match & u watch the candle burn
one day ill learn & u wait yr turn
say goodnight stand outside
G street traffic just passes by
i swear that i can barely see as these tears fill up my eyes
failures fine when u barely tryyyyy
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